Indecisions

Lately it's been as though I am stuck in a rut. Which I am finding EXTREMELY difficult to climb out of. I have been in a crappy mood a lot and I have began to be a little more emotional. I am not finding all of these newly discovered feelings all that fun. Feelings of jealousy towards some of my friends, loneliness after becoming ditched by a friend I thought that I was close to, tiredness from all those sleepless nights I've spent thinking about everything. Not to mention the little bit of happiness I get whenever I see a certain someone.
He makes me smile when I least expect it. Although I think he has no clue of how I feel about him. The other day we were reminiscing about our past and then he started running around pretending to be an aeroplane, which made my really horribley bad mood lift a little.
When I told my bestfriend about my little 'crush' she was all, 'he's such a nerd though,' I guess he kind of is but who cares. I sure don't. All that matters is the way I feel when he's around.
I'm worried though, that he might have a crush on another girl. She said they were on the bus and they were playing truth or dare, he got asked and said no one but he was looking at her. I'm confused and indecisive about what I should do next...

Is This Modern Life?

Don't you hate it when you haven't checked your emails for a while and then you finally check them and you have bucket loads...

Yeah well that happened to me. I checked them earlier Inbox (290) So I go through and delete the unnecessary ones and open it again, Inbox (4). Great, thanks again Facebook for filling my Inbox so quickly and unnecessarily. It made me feel so much better that the four I had left were all from the same friend and she had sent them twice so in fact their were only two emails in total.

Sigh, the complexities of modern life.

Three More Days

Only three more days then heaven :) Then a weekend in the city at my grandmas. Then finally two whole weeks of relaxing. Can't wait, I'm hella excited atm. Apart from the double maths torture of Thursday my last week of semester one should be pretty cool. Because it's the end of term and we aren't going to get graded at all we are pretty much having one big massive bludge fest :D We are watching a heap of movies; including Mean Girls and Avatar, which just happen to be two of my favorite movies right now.

On the fashion front, hopefully I can convince my mum to take me to the city so I can spend lots of money (hers of course) and get my wardrobe a little more up to date. You see living here in the country the only real clothes place is Target. That's cool and everything but they don't always have the greatest range. So I'm hoping to go to Jay Jays or Dotti :) I'll let you know of my ever hopeful purchases.

Zanthemum <3